Monday, May 14, 2007

In Memoriam

My oldest brother Ralph I lost touch with, don't know if he's living or dead. My second oldest brother Brent, dead of a cocaine overdose. My oldest sister Anitra, dying of brain cancer, committed suicide by OD'ing on a mix of alcohol and pills. My next older brother Justin, lost touch, don't know how he is. My next older sister Casey, shot to death in a park during a crack deal gone bad.
My little brother Richard dead of a heroin overdose--it was deliberate.
My twin sister Vicky and mi little sister MJ are the only ones left. I live in perpetual terror of losing them; some times I want to die first to spare myself the horror of losing another loved one.

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